The Life You Save May Be Your Own

DID, knitting, sci-fi, and strong opinions

January 30, 2013

Filed under: Uncategorized — weordmyndum @ 12:04 am

I just can’t do life right now.

I want to carve myself up so someone else will have to take care of me for a while, and so I can turn off all the pain and chaos.

Or I want to just kill myself already. It feels so inevitable. I want my life, god I want it so bad, but this thing I’m surviving is not a life, and it isn’t mine.

Fuck it. I’m going to bed.

I’m sorry. For existing.


3 Responses to “”

  1. I’m sorry you’re having such a hard time right now. I refuse to accept your apology for existing because you are a valuable person in this world, even though it’s impossible for you to see right now. But I feel like saying that very thing on a fairly regular basis. Hold tight. Sending peace. ~Kali

  2. I agree with “lifemultiplied” you are valuable. things are hard but keep fighting, you’re not alone. lotsa love xo

  3. Grainne Says:

    I would take care of you. I wish I could….

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