Susan (middle sister) and I are at my father’s house. We’re sleeping in the same bed so I can protect her from him. But then, in the middle of the night, I wake up because Susan is sexually abusing me.
(This may be based on reality. I know he forced me to abuse her, so it’s not unlikely that he forced her to hurt me.)
I try to kill myself and fail. I end up in a hospital, and my mother and Emily (youngest sister) are locked up with me. Everyone there is hurting me–my father, Susan, the doctors–but I keep Emily safe. I tell them I will kill them if they touch her, and I mean it. My mother is catatonic, so no one bothers with her.
Emily and I plan an escape. We’re trying to get our mother to cooperate and come with us, but she won’t speak or move. Emily gets herself and my mother out, but the doctors catch me. They strip me naked and stick a needle in my back. It paralyzes me. They tie me down to the bed in four-point restraints. I know they’re going to hurt me and they’ll never stop.
I woke up sobbing.